I put in a offer on a house to own. Then it hit can this even be paid for?? Oh top of this Im sick, and the guy I like is being weird. Am I not some teen drama story?? Come on we both know I could make millions on this. But anyways, house is not going to happen now, because life hit. I live in a small no named town in Colorado, where before you can blink a house is bought. So putting in a offer on something we liked is not super crazy, but forgetting we still have to eat is just stupid. But we will move on continue to pay for what we have and hopefully everything will start to look up. Im going to miss that huge sunroom with windows all on one wall. My plants would have loved it, as would my animals all four of them. I currently have a bf of ten years, who is wanting more. Im assumeing a more poly relationship, seems like a lot of work if we are being honest. But a guy who I fell for back in college has come back around. Its been fun, he likes to baby me and say sweet things. Which